Well it's day 3 ,
Have decided to go back to work and stop moping about the house , Might as well get paid for doing it and can keep 2 days bereavement leave for the funeral , so have a week and a half to make my mind up .
Tomorrows work is up a Column 282ft high , Will work down in 10hr shifts ,7 days a week  for a year until finished if possible I will post pictures .
Better day today so let's see .