Well folks this is my first blog , I should really be getting counselling but will try this instead , It's been a strange week .
My brother text me on Wednesday to tell me that our Mother had died !, I had been expecting it has she had a Heart Attack last Thursday week and has been Quite ill for months , Had been called to her bedside but had decided that I did not want to go !.
She has been out of my life now for over half of it , She left my father and that was that , In all this time no Birthday Card , No Christmas Card , Nothing ! Just 3 phone calls asking for money !.
She did not want to meet ,Just Money which she said I should give to my Gran , So sent money and that was that, After that Nothing .
So have taken a few days off to get my head together and still don't know where I am with this , Shall I go to the Funeral or not ,Shall I contact any of my Siblings or not !
Well I don't know ! So God Knows !
That will do for now !